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Monday, June 25, 2012

Never ending love :3


Well so fast its Monday already ,
Here goes ;)
Friday
Well today my daughter seemed sad awhh L
Walked to her house to cheer her up :D
Enjoyed walking ^^ God protected me all the way :D
Hallelujiahh :D
I crossed main roads and no car bang me xD haha
I couldn
t afford taking a bus cause I need to take bus to church later and I only have enough to go to church xD
So I walked :P now I realise I left my umbrella at her house still :X whoops haha xD
Enjoyed this first time experience ^^ haha :D

After that head to IOI Boluvard for ZenQ ^^ oh yeahhh !
Yummie :3
Share with her heheh :D <3
Saw my friend
s brother xD huiyorhhh handsome :X paisehh haha xD
After ZenQ went to church :D
Saw Bak gaii and Wilson :D
Woots xD went on U70
quite tired already that time xD
Happy happy :D reached church safe and sound :3
God protected us again Hallelujiah :D

Saturday

Today woke up at 7.30AM
 Wait for Gaibeii , Kaiwen , MaeYen , Ah C came to my house hohohoho xD
Cook spaggeti for the party :3 <3
Me and Maeyen prepared 4 packets befor the boys reached :D
then Kaiwen reach ,
He complain about my spageti T^T sad case !!!!
then maeyen had to go home dy and ah c reach ;D
next Gaibei reach :P
I had to do housework already so the boys cooked the sauce and a bit of spaggeti :P
Theirs quite cacat but quite good for a boys first time ;)
not bad :D round of applause for you 3 :D
the sauce quite tasty :D haha
I went to hang out clothes and fold clothes /.\ haha
While packing things into the car Gaibei carried the red sauce and spilled on his shirt /.\ tsk tsk xD haha
too bad so he had to wear ah c shirt xD

Skip Skip

Went to party saw my 2 pretty ladies Ke Min and Juen Lee haha J
took some pictures later to be seen and went for sermon after that :P
tiring but enjoyable day :D
Almost everytime I tell Gaibei something about serving he always reminds me
serving with a joyful and peaceful heart <3
thanks for your reminding and guidance :D I really appericiate you but I never tell you im sorry ><

Thank you also mr chicken
J !

 Skip Skip Skip xD

Sunday

Hahah God really blessed me today !
I no money to buy lunch so I borrowed Qi
s Rm5 /.\
went to 118 and ate CLAYPOT YEEMEE <3 hehehehe
my wallet only got RM2 so + qi RM5 I only have RM7 in total xD
I used up all my money for drinks and my lunch then went for prayer meeting
opened my bag and quite in shock !!
got RM7 inside O.O WOW right? :D
Thank you Jesus !!!

So I returned RM5 to Qi :P
and left RM 2
:D
during prayer meeting God really touched me :
)
Cried and Cried ,
Felt his presence <3 He comforted me :
)
He talked to me too :D
Words of comfort , full of love and forgiveness
that feeling . makes me speechless but in a good way
J
I really don
t deserve to be loved so much by him
Im a sinner
But through his blood it cleansed me :)
Thank you my Father .
words cant fully express the way im feeling now ,
no matter what I will be yours <3
I will grow up serving you , loving you and glorifying your name !
thank you soooooo much for always providing for me
for ur never ending love
your never ending care <3
I love you :D <3
Only you you you :3 !

WOW long post again haha xD oh well thats all :D Bye ;)

Thursday, June 21, 2012

Happyness :)

Wohoooo Hello Blog Readers ;)
Whats Up?
J
The Last Post I blogged was quite emo wasn
t it?
Well, Bye bye emoness

Im Back To My Happy-Go-Lucky Self now x)

Ahhhh , many things happened recently x)
My result almost all passed :
)
YAY <3 so Happy :D

I just flunked my Add Maths /.\ Oh well , Ill work harder for my coming exam ;)
Recently more focused on my tution and school friends x)
They
re my bestiesss :D
Tuesday went out with my Pigaboo Family :D
Ate McD @ IOI :D
Awhhh I miss them already :
(
Only me , Jia Rui , Esther and Flora went , Maeyen , Grace , Enice didn
t go L
Cant wait for our next outing after exams again xD

Wednesday went out with my babehhh SzeKay :P
Hahahas its been a long time since I went out with her L
Saw Na Weii @ busstop xD hahha someone kept bragging on about his girl
J
Awhhh adorable :3
At bus saw my schoolmates and Na Weii
s girl :P Awhhh
And saw my school famous couple , Joshua Wong and his girl :3
Awhhh So Sweet ! :3

So many cute and adorable couples :3 
Me lehhh ?
Currently Single and UNAVAILABLE :P
Hahas I guess im just really not ready to be in a relationship
Don
t ask why xD

Skip Skip Skip xD hahah
Aiksss I overslept today /.\
What a Pig I know right ? xD
hahahas today online and straight away a mr gentleman chat with me haha xD
Awhhh long time didn
t see him dy :3

Currently as im writing this im having a tomatoe mask and listening to
Hot Chelle Rae – Why Don
t You Love Me
Not bad :D
Luckily today I overslept and didn
t go school xD
I heard from my friends got raptai today /.\
Raptai=Boring xD

Well , Fbked the whole day till 5.15pm then head off to tuttion :3 <3
Aint she pretty <3 I love her so much :D
Weve been friends for more than 5 Years :D <3
Nonono more than friends , BESTFRIENDS <3
She knows me better than anyone else !

Hard to find a friend like her :3 !
A TURE FRIEND :D
I have many types of friends
J
Fake friends , Internet friends , Hi-Bye friends , Sms friends , Bestfriends and many more ;)
But to say TRUE friend only a few xD 
Oh yeahhh , I never did show any Pigaboo Family Picture before right?
Well

Hahah what do you think ? J
this is last years picture on our school trip to KL :)
Its hard to get ALL of us to take a picture TOGETHER xD haha

Wellll This is a long post J
Time to stop xD haha
Bye Bye till next time :D
Now its time to disturb my Josephine <3 gogogo see  her cute blog :D
http://josephinetio-mystory97.blogspot.com/

Support O(^^)O <3


GoodBye for now :D







Sunday, June 17, 2012

Whoops :o

These few days really happy but really emo ,
If my friends saw this they will say im immatured , childish , sensetive or what ever la 
I dont care anymore , this is my space to let it all out its my wish :) 

Tell you the truth , I really miss my bestfriend ...
The way you treat me now and last time is really different , 
You would only listen to me if I have a problem .
If not I guess you just want to talk with them boys , 

Sorry , I just cant get over this , 
many people tried to replace you , they tried to cheer me up but FAIL 
I guessed it hurt so much so that now my attitude changed 
I guessed it caused a scar somewhere deep inside . 
I broke rules , said vulgar words and many other things .
Im doing something im not allowed to at all ,
No one knows except those whom I really trust 
Right now , there are people who want to try to know me more 
But I guess they can only know that much , 
I dont trust people easily 
Dont expect me to treat you like a bestfriend so fast 

Recent mood : Down
I know you think im childish or immatured ,
I know ..
Recently in a foul mood , 
Patience lost easily 
Kindness gone 
Heartless 
Selfish 

You dont really have to read this , im just writing it out to express my real feelings , 
I held it in for quite some time because I knew if I wrote anything there would be people who would suddenly want to care for me and judge me , but actually I just want it to go back to how it was last time when less people cared except the ones that I wanted to care for me  . 
Please unless you're the ones who used to care about me last time please just back off 
Dont act all matured to me or whatever , tell you the truth it just annoys me :)
A person acting matured to me isnt someone I would like to mix around with :X
Just be normal , dont judge me , accuse me , fake with me 
Very annoying that I have to put up with these kind of attitudes 
Just be yourself la very hard isit?
If you want to talk to me just be yourself 
Dont come finding  me acting all great , prefect or whatever
Nobody is perfect 

Dont be boss me ,
I dislike having to do something I dont want to do 

Dont Judge me , 
How I live my life is my business dont have to look down on me 

Just act like your normal self , 
If its very hard for you to do so then just buzz off :)

For those who leave me when I need you the most and come to me when im successful just .. well 
Go away :) I dispise people like you the most !! 

You beh tahan me then sorry but its not my problem :) 
I cant please everone , 
now you're thinking why I dont write about happy things?
Well I write what I feel like writing because this is MY BLOG , My SPACE , MY WISH 
I dont like writing fake fake feelings here :) 

Thanks for understanding :) !
Btw Happy Fathers Day Jesus And Papa , Sorry I No mood of all days today , but thanks for always supporting me :) 
I Love You :) 
Sincerly , The Owner :)